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Ce qu'on ne voit plus

ne disparaitra pas - Partie 2

Carnet de bord 06 de l'Expédition Bleue

By William Gagnon

Building engineer LEED AP BD+C, LEED AP ND, LFA, ECO Canada EPt

By William Gagnon

Building engineer LEED AP BD+C, LEED AP ND, LFA, ECO Canada EPt

Environment | Society | Case file

Ecoanxiety and the ecological grief, the new state of mind

Imagine you are walking through a forest by yourself in the woods, with your earphones on, lost into some deep thoughts.  Suddenly, a bear appears a few metres ahead and it’s running towards you. Your body gears into a reaction, survival mode that we call fight or flight.   This is how various animals fled from predators, and survived.  This fight or flight mode is a constructive unpleasant emotion : it’s allowed us to evolve and survive up to this day.


Now you’re on the bus home reading the news.  Melting glacier. Rising sea levels. Increasing carbon dioxide levels, and politicians stalling more than ever.  You’re getting this very uncomfortable feeling. Depressed, anxious, sad, outraged : Ecoanxiety is also a Constructive Unpleasant Emotion; but you need to know what to do with it. However uncomfortable it might make us feel, however annoying it might be (we have a strong tendency to avoid thinking about it), we as a species need to figure out ways to react to it.  It might just save our existence on this planet. 


Watching the slow and seemingly irrevocable impacts of climate change unfold, and worrying about the future for oneself, children, and later generations, may be an additional source of stress (Searle & Gow, 2010). Albrecht (2011) and others have termed this anxiety ecoanxiety. Qualitative research provides evidence that some people are deeply affected by feelings of loss, helplessness, and frustration due to their inability to feel like they are making a difference in stopping climate change (Moser, 2013).

Now humans are faced with the threat of extinction -- yet we are slow at running away from the danger.  We are bombarded with negative news on a daily basis and this is causing a lot of anxiety. We are slowly building a set of emotions that is helping us as a species survive this existential threat, and ecoanxiety is one of them: it’s a constructive unpleasant emotion, if you know how to channel it. 


Some of us have an easier time expressing it, like Greta Thunberg; she is very open about her Asperger’s syndrome that allows her to see only black and white. In her TED talk, she explains that it is one of the reasons why she is speaking up about climate change.


On déniche un simulacre d’oie blanche et brune bringuebalant décoloré qu’on décide de rapporter sur l’Ecomaris. On le glisse dans sa main et on l’agite comme une marionnette. 


On la baptise madame Belle-Oie. 

On en fera notre mascotte. 

Ou l’emblème de la dégradation de nos littoraux du Saint-Laurent.


Notre nettoyage des berges est terminé. On ramène sept gros sacs de déchets plastiques à bord du zodiac, en cassant les vagues.

Si on ne se réveille pas, dans un million d’années, nos reflets seront réduits à des fossiles de Tim Horton qu’on retrouvera sur les berges du Saint-Laurent. On étudiera les couches sédimentaires et on se demandera de quel animal il s’agit.


Il y a des côtes presque inhabitées, des îles pas tout à fait désertes qui cachent encore des zones sauvages insalubres.


C’est de là que je vous écris.

C’est ça qui écrit en moi.


- Camille Deslauriers


Not alone 

In a meeting in Toronto with Innovation Norway, Alana Prashad shares with me her experience of dealing with two chronic immune diseases.   Her body gets triggered when she is exposed to high levels of stress — climate change news, populist politics, and other bad news. 


Our conversation drifted away from green, clean business in the Norwegian trade context to a discussion about ecoanxiety, and turning it into something meaningful: 


Alana tells me that she had to find ways to uses her anxiety about the state of the planet, and turn it into something good; she tells me that she tries and sees beauty in desolated landscapes: plastic floating in oceans, rising sea levels; she finds in these bleak images the elements that are worth fighting for — the beauty, the little bits of light in the darkness, the “okay, what do we have”.  


Again — action alleviates anxiety.


In Alana’s case, she had to quickly get adapted because she was becoming very ill.  


Now Alana is aligning her work on fighting climate change through Innovation Norway’s business development agenda.  I thought this was very inspiring — turning ecoanxiety into climate action. I was stunned. I left our meeting empowered, and convinced that we’d change the world together, somehow. 


Ici, le quotidien c’est la vie aquatique, florale, animale. Beaucoup d’autres vies que la vie humaine. Ici, il y a des points de vue trop grands pour les yeux, des panoramas surréels. La navigation nous donne le temps d’être touchées par ce Québec qu’on connaît si peu. Nos émotions sont mélangées et mélangeantes. À force de côtoyer ce pays, il est devenu quelqu’un. On souffre avec lui et ses blessures de macroplastiques et de microplastiques.


Sur les berges, on trouve le désastre dans la beauté. Les déchets parmi les nids de macareux. Au moins, on laissera l’endroit plus propre qu’à notre arrivée.  On ramasse tout ce qu’on peut et les sacs poubelles se multiplient sur le bateau en même temps que nos tristesses et nos angoisses de fin du monde. Qu’est-ce qu’on a fait de nos berges? On hurle fuck sur le pont. On hurle à la nuit dans l’archipel des îles Sainte-Marie. 


On est au tout début. On calcule le temps que ça prendrait pour nettoyer tout l’archipel.

Un million d’années peut-être.

On imagine les changements positifs, si toutes les institutions, solidaires, s’engageaient à protéger le fleuve. 



- Erika Arsenault

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